A year after she away~

Its been a year since I last saw you
and today is the day I'm losing you as my sister
The day that I remind the most in my life
Each of the moment of the day was crystal clear in my life
How I received a phone call from one of my sister
Telling me that you are no longer here
I don't even know what that means at that time or even to understand what really my sister told me about
but the tears know better than me
Because they drop heavily, not even I notice when
My mind kept thinking what was really happen and my faith telling me that I need to be strong
I called again the sentence that my sister said through the conversation and then I digest the word in my soul
and that time I know that my beloved sister had pass away just a few minutes before I've got the called
I struggle to stand up to do what I'm suppose to do
But nothing, nothing I can do
I'm too far away to be able to see the face again for the last
The thing I can do is pray
Pray for the soul of her to be place with people who be loved by ALLAH, by the side of people who have "taqwa and beriman".

I miss you so much sister and " I love you LILLAH